Money is forever Tight!

I'm really hating this Dial-up! Yes, I was on Comcast cable but I had to cut back due to a tight money situation...i swear it would surely help if the ex would send me a lil cash from time to time its really hard struggling on my own. and to top it all off, I have to try to save for a car. which is going to be hard to get b/c i'm sure i won't be able to get it on credit seeing as my credit is MAJORLY bad!!
So i went a lil crazy 2 years ago and ruined my credit....(who hasn't!) *ashamed*


I'm really disliking my job. but i've been there for 10 months now..i'm trying to stick it out for another 2 months at the very least. before i go job hunting for something better hopefully.




and the following is to someone who knows who they are:

Why haven't you called me? did i scare you away? I have a tendency to do that...was wondering what happened....oh well i guess if you don't want to see me anymore...thats fine....i understand....

okay enough of that......

G'bye :)